Oh,Captain...

I know a man, who is the captain of captains;
A clever one who can challenge and beat anyone;
A legend from the deepest ocean up to far away land;
A man who never sigh no matter how high the tides fly;
A gentleman who have no fear of being alone in the middle of the sea;
A warrior who fight fearlessly against the monstrous creature of the underworld;
Meet the savvy pirate, Captain Jack Sparrow…

Postdated Poem

Psy

A single gentle smile

I can run a thousand mile

A touch of a gentle hand

Feels like I’m in cotton land

A gentle sound of the voice

Can throw away all noise

A feeling of a gentle care

It’s like hugging a teddy bear

That gentle feeling I hate

Will take me to my fate?

- Astro Naughty

June 19, 2013

My Life is a Big ?

My Life is a Big?

            It’s like every time I am alone sitting, eating or waiting at any place, there’s a person who will talk to me if I know UNO or where I am working, I looked familiar to them; their ways of introducing/inviting people to be curious in the kind of job they have and in which I never ever get interested! Once I met a student who said that there’s a part time job, office work she said…but when I went at the place she told me to go, another person picked me up going to that other place, UNO place! Another one, when I’m in a mall a girl said that they were hiring, what she’s doing in her job is encoding checks, that salary is Php 516 a day  and their company named Pinoy Data Capture, she lied! I thought its real but when I looked for their building, I found nothing and realized, “it’s UNO again…” I don’t want to join them. There’s something wrong about the modus operandi they have just to invite people to go to their place where they will have a talk and will tell about the successful members’ money, luxury, etc.etc.

            Oo, wala nga silang ninanakaw na pera sa bawat taong nahikayat nilang pumunta sa office nila pero naisip kaya nila na hindi nga pera,ngunit oras ang nawala sa mga taong naniwala sa mga kasinungalingan na binitawan ng iba sa kanila? At maaaring may isinakripisyo o gawaing tinalikuran ang mga taong iyon para lang makapunta dun…Totoo nga ang UNO,madaming umasenso,sikat na mga miyembro, kilalang personalidad, pero sana lang alisin nila yung panloloko effect/modus ng ibang members para lang makapagrecruit ng bagong miyembro.

July 5, 2012

            I was sitting at the bench in a mall when a girl and a guy approach me. I have the feeling that they were UNO members because that wasn’t the first or second time I encountered such.  I said that I’m not interested about UNO. He asked me why and I said, “I just don’t want.” I hate conversation period! I just want to unwind there sitting at the bench alone. He still speak to me, asked me some questions. I just replied for every questions of him until it gets to the point when I heard the same question again…

“Eh, anong plano mo sa buhay?”

Wala…

“Anong ginagawa mo dito?

Wala…tambay lang.

            He told me stories about his life, that he is the breadwinner of the family, became supervisor of ACS and the course he wanted to take but failed to take due to financial reason. Then he asked me,

“Ikaw ba ate,ano talaga yung gusto mong course?”

Wala…para akong vacuum…empty!

“Wala?”

            He laughed and said his concerned kase daw ngayon lang sya nakakilala ng taong katulad ko. At least once upon a time e nakakilala sya ng katulad ko, isang taong ang plano sa buhay ay ganito...?

Malabo pa sa sabaw ng patis…

How can I describe myself as a student?

          I don’t take things seriously. I go to school for two or three times a week. I’m absent most of the time but I’m still there hanging out at the school yard wherever I want to stay and rest until I missed the hours of my classes. Perhaps boredom always misses me so it visits me daily. I’m lazy to attend classes but when I do, sometimes I either felt asleep or I’m just an eager beaver student sitting and day dreaming while others are listening.

          When I was a kid I want to be a teacher, a writer, an architect and to be an engineer as well. But as I get older I used to ask myself what I really wanted and I always end up saying, “I don’t know…” Time passed by but still I don’t have a clear vision about my goals in life.

Conclusion as of July 1, 2012:

         

          Malabo pa sa sabaw ng patis ang plano ko sa buhay. Oh baka naman madami lang akong gustong gawin, yun nga lang di ko alam kung pano ko sila sisimulan? Isa lang naman lage ang pinoproblema ko e, walang iba kundi ang SARILI KO…

         

          Pano ko kaya malulutas ang problemang ito? Nagsisimba naman ako, lage kong kinakausap si Bro, wala naman gumugulo sa isip ko, Lovelife? Wala… Kaaway? Wala dn… Wala naman akong atraso sa batas, dehndz ako nagdadrugs…wala akong pinatay at hindi dn naman ako nakapatay. Ewan!Basta ang hirap kapag sarili mo na pinoproblema mo pa. Hmp!

Kukuyakuyakoy...

“Oh, anong gagawin mo sa Batangas, kukuyakuyakoy kana lang…?”

June 18, 2012
Monday

            Once I had definitely decided to go, I started packing. I went straight to the assistant manager and told her about my plan of leaving the company. I stayed there for about two weeks. After I got my first salary June 16, 2012(Saturday), I decided to leave my ATM card at my table’s drawer thinking of the plan I have inside my mind for the day after tomorrow. But I realize I need not to run on my own problem. I need to face it as what Mon said.

            Mon is my schoolmate one year ahead of me. He was there for ten months and I am hired to be in his position because he wants to pursue his study. I admire his personality since I met him at the office. I know he is a brave man (though cannot be seen physically) with the courage to do anything he wants, a man who will strive more to reach his goal of being a Certified Public Accountant as well as to become a lawyer someday.

            It was past six o’clock in the evening when the manager called me at her office. I thought she will be angry about my plan to resign but I was so glad to hear words of teaching and advice from her. She gave me time to think…think…think… I am thankful I have a very nice boss in the office that time.
After office hours, accounting officers planned to have dinner at a resto. That was a simple treat of Markel who named himself Marky; I considered it the last supper.

            I won’t forget him for he was the one always asking me “Ok ka lang?” Almost two or three times a day, I answered that same question over and over again from sunrise until the sun hides. He is the comic relief in times of distress by anyone else in the office. Somebody’s life may be incomplete without his presence.

            That night, while we ate together they all encourage me not to give up too early. A lot of words of encouragement were thrown to me just to make me realize all the blessings God had already given me but I’m the one to refuse that offer.

            The poorest person in the world is not the one without a single cent in his pocket but the one without even a single dream as quoted by Ms. Ai as she gives her advice. Perhaps, I am the poorest person in the world.

            For the time I spent there, I’d seen that she is a woman who follows excellence. I find her interested to learn new things even beyond the scope of work or field of specialization she is in. I can really say that learning is a continuous process via Ms. Ai.

            One thought left me hanging that night. That was a message from an accounting officer who hardly taught me and reminded me that I’m so blessed of giving a chance to work in Makati.

            “Oh, anong gagawin mo sa Batangas, kukuyakuyakoy kana lang…?”

            “Toffer”, sounds like gay… That was my first impression when I heard his voice on the phone until I personally met him. Again, I had a little doubt as that was my second impression upon seeing him in person. Yes, I doubted him of being a man; I thought he was a typical gay but anyway first and second impression faded. I knew him as a loving father and husband to his family, a good friend and a teacher as well. If I will pick out only one word from the dictionary to simply describe him then, I choose the word compassionate (adj.) showing feelings of sympathy for the suffering of others, often with a desire to help.

June 22, 2012
Friday

            If one day, I found a dream at the street ways I’m walking, I will have the courage to grab it so I am not the poorest people in the world. And, if one day I met an architect, I will ask him how to make a plan of building a house so I can build my own. If that one day came, I will search all the people I met yesterday and tell them I found that one thing to keep on chasing…a dream…a goal to a happy ending.

Yours Truly,
Astro Naughty

Babae Po Ako...

“Masasabi mo bang BABAE AKO

kung ito ang TRIP Ko…”

Hindi ako mahilig mag make up, nakakatamad!

Hindi ako nangangarap ng isang Dream Wedding, live in nalang!

Ayoko ikasal, magastos!

Ayoko makibonding sa mga boys, masyadong aggressive!

Ayoko ng nagpapapansin sa mga boys, nagpi-feeling gwapo sila!

Ayoko magsuot ng shorts, malamok sa bahay!

Ayoko magsuot ng mini skirt, mahirap sumakay!

Ayoko mag sleeveless, mae-expose ang malaki kong muscles!

Isang beses lang ako mag-suklay, pagkagising sa umaga!

Mas gusto ko manuod ng horror movie kaysa love story!

Mas gusto ko ang black or white kaysa de-kulay!

Trip ko kumanta sa loob ng banyo, gumaganda boses ko!

Trip ko magsuot ng maluluwag na damit, yung pwedeng hilahin      pampunas sa   bibig ko pagkatapos mag-toothbrush!

Trip ko ipagbuhat ng silya ang mga babae, ayoko maramdaman nila ang    pagkaubos ng gentleman sa mundo!

Ikaw, anong Trip Mo…?

Infatuation? Obsession? Or Love?

Is it Infatuation?  Obsession? Or Love?

          When You are glancing everywhere hoping to see that person,

          When You are waiting for a special moment to be with that person,

          When You are wandering if he/she has been committed or not,

          When You are becoming interested to what he/she likes,

          When You are gathering many pieces of info’s about such person,

          When You are overloading your brain with his/her thoughts.

          I just want to make a clear interpretation of these words as I find it confusing at some time. I even ask myself if I am falling in love, madly in love, or just obsessed for that one thing.

          Infatuation – temporary passion; an intense but short-lived and irrational passion for         somebody or something.

          Obsession – preoccupation; an idea or feeling that completely occupies the mind.

          Love – passionate attraction and desire; a passionate feeling of romantic desire and sexual     attraction; an intense feeling of tender affection and compassion.

          I therefore conclude that love is a magical feeling, yung wala kang matinong dahilan kung bakit mo sya mahal, yung hindi mo maexplain ang saya pag kasama mo sya, yung masaya ka para sa kanya kahit nasasaktan ka, yung ikaw lang sa sarili mo ang totoong nakakaalam ng tunay mong nararamdaman… at marami pang ibang magical feelings. 

         

          As I watched the beginning of the new teleserye “Princess and I” last night, I’d remember Albert Martinez said this line - Love is a special language; all we have to do is to listen.

          Minsan na din akong tinamaan at tinablan ng pana ni Kupido (saka ko nalang ikukwento). Basta ito lang ang masasabi ng isang tulad kong may Pusong Bato este Pusong Mamon din naman kahit pano,

Ang Pag-ibig ay parang movie na Harry Potter, Full of Magic.